When asked
what I brought from home that would sum up who I am as a person, I had to take
some time to ponder over what that would be. What single item accurately
depicts me? Well. I guess it would be a little stuffed owl that sits on my bed.
His name is Snowflake, and he was my sister's present to me before leaving to
come here to ETSU. Now, you may ask why on Earth this thing would be
representative of me. After all, it's just an owl. But to me, it's so much more
than that. It is my connection back home. It is the reminder of the little girl
I left at home when I came here. It is the reminder of the why I have to keep
going.
When I came here, I left behind a town I had
always been a part of. I left a family that I had never truly been away from
for extensive periods of time. I left everything. Coming here was my time to
start over. My time to forget what I didn't want to think about and try to
discover who I am and what I want in life. Coming to school here showed me part
of who I am, and that's someone who will never give up on people who matter to
me. This little owl is my reminder to keep going and be someone my sister can
look up to. It is a symbol that there is always someone back home who is
cheering me on. She is my hope, so this owl is my motivation, my gateway back
home, and my reminder. A way to remember that things are always brighter when
you look at them through the eyes of a child. I guess all this is to say I am
family. Not family by blood necessarily. But I am the guardian and mom to those
I care about, whether it be my sister, friends, or whomever. I am the
bright-eyed owl keeping a watch to make sure everyone and everything is okay
and as it should be.
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